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近況

最近剛完成了 12 個星期的實習生活 是完成大學后步入社會的小步伐 話説起來 當時好像衝衝地申請 然後面試到正式實習都有6個月時閒了吧 所以當步入這間公司還是 戰戰兢兢地緊張 卻又興奮這樣 實習第一天剛好是星期四 上司不在 唯有和同事 學習學習適應環境 直到新的一個星期一 進行正式的 orientation 然後見到認識到一起實習朋友和公司新成員 在第一個月的時候, 我心裏默默認爲 “不對啊,爲什麽我好像一個小學生闖進別人的公司” “我之前申請的不是當奴隸的吧?” “爲什麽我感覺大家都無視實習生, 心裏默默委屈” 因爲實習生的關係 接觸的事情會比較有限 之後心裏一直抱著要學習的心態  感覺有一點不甘心 但是之後慢慢熟悉了 接觸越來越多后 就有好轉了  第二個月的時候, 剛好是新年, 所以我們可以參與公司的新年慶祝 第一次 拿到公司紅包 第一次和老闆撈生 (偷偷說 我的兼職也對我超級好  新年開工紅包 撈生 還有生日紅包 :p 這個月 也剛好和我的實習朋友有矛盾 這個問題到最後一天都沒解決 我的耐心就是拿來應對她 幸好熬過去了 然後感謝在這個月 遇到越來越多好的前輩 願意給機會我們學習和親自動手的經驗 雖然和其中一個前輩 額 複雜 唉 但是這個月是好的 總結爲 我開始和同事混熟 我也比較勇敢地説話,表達心裏的想法了,比較理解天天要做的每個事情了 第三個月的時候 開始很忙碌了 因爲一直有Laboratory Quality Audit 導致需要處理很多文件 還有一些基本的管理任務 忙碌和上手的時候 越來越開心自己的工作時候 臨時因爲covid-19 行動控制令 我的實習生涯需要提早結束了 我是臨時知道最後一天提早 超級無敵難過! 所以當最後一天時做任何事情都很感觸 因爲最後一次了 超級的不捨得 甚至覺得 我習慣了這裏的工作生活 突然說告別 所以知道的那個晚上 我和我的同事一直執著掙扎說最後一天怎麽辦 而那個複雜前輩則一直給我假的希望以爲可以繼續 結果逃不了 依然面對最後一天 拍照 和每個人告別 (除了那個複雜前輩 我記得我沒和他見到 小遺憾 總結12個星期 就是上...

To my lovely her ❤️

I wish the dream is true. I wish you are here to have a look of us.  I wish you are fine and stay happy with grandpa in Heaven. I miss you a lot... and that is why the dream has waken me up and cried.  May you stay in peace.  #selfloveDAY1 #BePositive&LoveMyselfInHappiness :) Muaks ❤️

I'm backed !

Yay, I am backed to blogger again after a long time. Undoubtedly, I am here to release my emotional feeling and stress again.. I am having a serious depression in this week, because I was like going through a lot of bad things in my friendship/ real life? I am always thinking of University life should be better compared to my primary school or secondary school? For my opinion, if I get the chance to choose Uni / primary / secondary .. definitely I will cross out my primary and secondary for no reasons. ( I rarely contact my primary/ secondary school friends? hmmm? ) I prefer university, of course because of him. However, I like university because I think I got the chances to meet friends from different background or countries. Ya, I am a University student and I am currently studying my Bachelor in Medical Biotechnology. Why am I choosing this course? At first, my consideration field is medical field. I am a person who likes to challenge something new and different from others. P...

Bad days

Chinese New Year 2017 was such a sad experience. A celebration which I anticipated the most, but..... It made me upset anyway. In Chinese calendar , the 29th days , morning My uncle left us to the world which is very very far away And this experience spoiled my CNY (I'm fine), but it gave me a chance to face the reality. The cousins relationship have been spoiled. Money , When you face problems which related to money , seriously very horror. My mother side family is more in emphasizing boys' status compare to girls' status ( I wish that no status judging in the world , I wish that everything can be fair without discrimination) That is why anything happened... No doubt , Girls should take the responsibility to handle and settle the problems I seriously feel disappointed to them. I mean cousins . How can judge a person by looking at how much money the people spent for the funeral even though boys weren't pay any money ! I don't care h...

First Job Experience

My holiday already started for one and a half month Yeah I had go through quite a lot maybe? 2 trips + 2 jobs + holiday life 😉 Trips led me to release stress , have a new start meanwhile the jobs led me to gain new experience The first job, actually really brought me a bad memories and not really like that I feel that I am been lied by them ----anonymous The time I took bus purposely to mid-valley for briefing, they didn't tell me that :- 40 sign up per day (target) , if not you'll be fired  fill up the feedback and find 10 sign up before starting the job the job is 10am-10pm , but actually need to work from 9-10.30/11  I am a type of person who really dislike promoting or selling sale ...... Because I not really know how to build the rapport people in a short instant That is why, before the job started, I already felt this job is a challenge! Before starting the job, I did my part to finish the feedback form and find 10 sign up The ...

無意義部落

異地  兩個人諾來自不一樣的地方  不能時常聯係 見面 一直保持關係的唯有 電話 説真的, 諾沒了電話 是不是兩個就沒有關係了呢 ? 如果一天沒了電話, 如何尋找對方 這很疑惑  但是也有很多的異地戀是成功 也讓人羡慕的幸福 但 最後 還是交給命運的安排吧 緣分是什麽  我把一切看得陰影的 害怕。 經歷 真的很恐怖  嚇人 安全感 衹有相信自己 才最保險? :)

Mind Confused.

Too many things I cannot describe it clear , but I knew I can't engross into this feel  and need stay awake of it? Times to wake up and just make it clear  WE ARE JUST FRIENDS !  Yeah I am thinking that , I wish to Not to think much.